'Dirty Larry' - ngarjuna

Published on Jan 16, 2017 ngarjuna

"Modular Jam 67 - 'Dirty Larry'
Produced by ngarjuna
© 2017 Acid Coast

Patch Notes:
Acid Voices
Abstrakt Instruments Avalon
The LFOs is my fingers

Drums
Arturia iSpark and Spark
Audio Damage Replicant

Modular Bleep Bloop Patch
Rene driving the STO and striking Optomix
STO into Optomix enveloped by Maths

Bleep Bloop Delay Hash
Bleep Bloop voice is also piped into the Synthrotek Eko near/at the edge of maximum delay time further perturbed by Wogglebug which, in addition to being clocked per usual, is modulating its own clock with Woggle CV
Into the Zvex Insant Lofi Junky
The washy, droopy, glitched delays that come in and out are from the Eko side of the patch

SMR Patch
SMR into Instant Lofi Junky
Sequencer 1 is sequencing the scales (CV1)
Wogglebug STEPPED with some influence from Sequencer 1 (CV2) are 'controlling' the rotation
Sequencer 1 is also providing the Gate sequence that is Wogglebug's clock
Junky is getting a little bit of PEG (inverted) into C/LOFI

Modular Bells
Sequencer 1 driving Rubicon and STO
STO VARI to Optomix enveloped by Maths
Rubicon SIN to Optomix enveloped by other Maths
Rubicon LIN FM'd by Sputnik 1 SIN"

'Dr. Unpossible' - ngarjuna

Published on Jan 10, 2017 ngarjuna

"Modular Jam 66 - 'Dr. Unpossible'
Produced by ngarjuna
© 2017 Acid Coast

Patch Notes:
Acid Voice
Abstrakt Instruments Avalon SQR, baseline features plus tracking
The LFOs is my fingers
Eventually burnt by Proco Rat

Drums
Arturia iSpark

Modular Patch
Rene driving STO, Rubicon
Sequencer 1 driving Pittsburgh Osc
Rubicon SYM full positive FM’d by STO SIN to TZFM LIN (slightly) modulated by Octocontroller S&H, Pittsburgh TRI to EXP dynamically (trig by Seq1 to Dual ADSR to uVCA)
SIN to Timbre modulated by Octocontroller TRI LFO to Optomix enveloped by Maths (trig Rene) FALL modulated by Sequencer 1

During the wiggling:
ADSR (D and R), Rubicon EXP FM are tickled as well as Maths A and D
Rene pattern is changed (steps 5 & 7 are added and taken away)
When the Rat gets unleashed on the Avalon I also plugged a cable from the STO SUB to the Rubicon hard SYNC for extra-harmonic-y goodness
The slowing down at the end is a combination of manually attenuating the SYM and TZFM"

'Pay No Attention To The Man Behind The Curtain' - ngarjuna

Published on Jan 8, 2017 ngarjuna

"Modular Jam 65 - 'Pay No Attention To The Man Behind The Curtain'
Produced by ngarjuna
© 2017 Acid Coast

Patch Notes:
Acid Voices
Abstrakt Instruments Avalon Saw baseline features
LFO is my finger
Oft burnt by Proco Rat

Bassline
Avalon Square mostly baseline features with some tracking

Drums
Arturia iSpark

Plucky West Coast Melody
Rene driving STO and Sputnik2
Sputnik2 FM'ing STO (lin) being SHAPE modulated by Woggle SMOOTH
VARI out to Optomix struck by GATE from Rene and enveloped by Maths
Stereo width bits are the same voice playing variant snake patterns panned hard right/left (some of those variant patterns are also just part of the 'main line' panned center)
Breakdowns using Audio Damage Replicant
Wacky delay hash via Audio Damage Dub Station and Cockos ReaDelay

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'Old Ways' - ngarjuna | 'Minor Harm' - ngarjuna

Published on Jan 1, 2017 ngarjuna

"Modular Jam 63 - 'Old Ways'
Produced by ngarjuna
© 2017 Acid Coast

Bass Patches
ABL3

Main Lead
Rene driving STO and Rubicon
Rubicon getting TZMF from STO SIN dynamically modulated by Octocontroller, Sym modulated by Octocontroller, hard SYNC to SUB of STO; SIN out to Optomix
STO VARI out to Optomix with SHAPE up (but not modulated)
Into Instant Lofi Junky getting external shape from Wogglebug SMOOTH

SMR
Sequencer 1 CVs (1&2) sequencing scale changes and note rotation respectively
Into Instant Lofi Junky getting some Octocontroller modulation to the C/Lofi circuit

Off Lead
Rene driving the STO getting dynamic FM (via uVCA modulated by Maths) DAMP modulated by PEG, FM by Rubicon
Rubicon is being cross modulated by STO (hard SYNC to STO SUB, FM'd by STO SIN)
to Optomix enveloped by Maths

Sync Lead
Rene driving Cranial Saw receiving Maths env to CV2 out to Optomix enveloped by Maths
To the Proco Rat for more dirt

Drums
iSpark & Cytomic The Drop"

'Minor Harm' - ngarjuna

Published on Jan 1, 2017

"Modular Jam 64 - 'Minor Harm'
Produced by ngarjuna
© 2017 Acid Coast

SMR
Octocontroller modulating ROTATE
SMR into Instant Lofi Junky modulated C/Lofi by Octocontroller
The wacky reaction during the bridge was from stopping the Octocontroller's clock

West Coast Pluck Chords
Polyrhythmic chord sequence using three tracks
Center:
16 step pattern Rene driving STO
STO SHAPE modulated by Wogglebug SMOOTH
STO into Optomix struck by trigger and enveloped by Maths
Output to Synthrotek Eko
Left:
10 step pattern
STO-Woggle-Optomix-Maths
Right:
5 step pattern
STO-Woggle-Optomix-Maths

West Coast Mayhem Lead
Sequencer 1 (Random Walk) driving Sputnik 2
Sputnik SIN FM'd by STO (driven by Rene) going into Timbre modulated by Octocontroller
Timbre to Optomix enveloped by Maths
Into Instant Lofi Junky with manual modulation (wiggling) to Wet/Dry

Angry Bees Patch
Wogglebug RING MOD to Polaris HPF
to Optomix enveloped by teh Maths
Wogglebug CLOCK MOD by Octocontroller, RING MOD IN from Sputnik 2 (driven by Rene) HEART IN from STO SIN (driven by Rene)
Into Instant Lofi Junky

Drums
iSpark and Cytomic The Drop
Fills in Jamstix/Jamcussion"

'Pants On Fire' - ngarjuna & 'Won't Be Pretty' - Gist | Modular Tracks by ngarjuna

Published on Nov 8, 2016 ngarjuna

Modular Jam 58 - 'Pants On Fire'
Produced by ngarjuna
© 2016 Acid Coast

Acid Patch
Modular (Rubicon - VCF-303 - uVCF)

Drums
Patterning

West Coast Bass
STO Vari - Optomix - Maths

West Coast 1 (Melodic)
STO - Optomix - Maths - PEG
Utilizing variously output from SINE and VARI

West Coast 2 (Rhythmic)
Rene - STO dynamically (uVCA enveloped by Woggle Smooth) FM'd by Sputnik 1 - Shape modulated by Woggle Stepped - VARI to Optomix - Maths
Seq1 driving Sputnik VCOs - Sputnik 2 into Timbre modulated by PEG - dynamically FM'd by Sputnik 1 (uVCA enveloped by Seq1 sine LFO) - Optomix - Maths

SMR
Sequencer 1 - SMR

'Won't Be Pretty' - Gist

Published on Nov 12, 2016

Note this track has some potentially NSFW lyrics for some.

Modular Jam 53 - 'Won't Be Pretty'
Produced by ngarjuna
© 2016 Acid Coast

Gist is
ngarjuna - bleeps and bloops
Rich Prewett - guitars

Vocals
TransVocal Discombobulator
(U-he Diva, Zynaptiq Morph, Cytomic The Drop)

Acid Voice
Audiorealism ABL3 burnt with fire and rage

Drums
Jamstix & iSpark

Modular Lead
Rubicon SINE into Aion 904A into NLC Timbre into AJH Minimod VCF getting some LFO modulation from PEG and some audio rate modulation from Pittsburgh Oscillator TRI
to the uVCA being enveloped by Maths SUM with ch1 as the GATE env and ch4 as the ACCENT env

Robot Noise Patches
West Coast cross mod FM patches and some Wogglebug RINGMOD

'Get Dirty' - ngarjuna

Published on Oct 24, 2016 ngarjuna

"Modular Jam 61 - 'Get Dirty'
Produced by ngarjuna and Deborah Sherman
© 2016 Acid Coast

Patch Notes:
All Seeing Drums in Patterning (composited)

SMR Pips
Sequencer 1 Gate, Accent, Clock, CV1, CV2, Wogglebug Burst
are each hitting one of the six channels of the SMR
Left and Right inputs being fed by Sputnik 1 and Sputnik 2 respectively each cross FM’ing one another with Maths SUM (double cycling) adding to the EXP input on Sputnik 2, Wogglebug Stepped modulating CV input on Sputnik 1 with a Rubicon LFO further hitting the EXP input on Sputnik 1
CV3 on Seq1 is what’s moving the rotation along the dial

Lead Voice
Sequencer 1 pushing the Cranial Saw (Saw/Square/Sub mix) into the Polaris VCF in Bandpass A
FM1 is being fed by Maths SUM getting signal from Minimod Envelope and Rene (CV sequence to Unquantized OUT)
FM2 full positive fed by uVCA 2 which is dynamically sending Rubicon audio rate triangle wave modulated by a mixture of a Seq1 LFO, some random from the Wogglebug Stepped and OR out from PEG
Much of the movement including the longer sweeps is accomplished via manual wiggling on the Polaris cutoff

Bass
STO VARI OUT to Optomix
FM’d by its own SIN OUT (tuned to a pretty low octave)
Sputnik VARI OUT (Square) to Optomix
Maths enveloping Optomix and Sputnik VARI CV (ch1) and providing Accent (ch4)

Zaps
Pittsburgh Oscillators into STG Soundlabs Post Lawsuit Filter
Modulated by Sequencer 1 LFO

All Acid lines in Audiorealism ABL3

Male vocals made with the TransVocal Discombobulator (Uhe Diva/Zynaptiq Morph/Cytomic The Drop)

Female robot vocals processed with Audio Damage Replicant"

Modular Jam 60 'I Dream of What's-her-name'

Published on Oct 4, 2016 ngarjuna

Sequencing the Spectral Multiband Resonator

Published on Oct 4, 2016

There's a detailed video walkthrough of the SMR patches.

"Patch Notes
Acid Patch
I had a standard modular acid patch (Rubi - VCF303 - uVCA) but it lost the A-B comparison to Audiorealism ABL3 (the modular variant sounded equally good but with my CV input on the fritz I wasn't able to modulate the cutoff as wildly). I left the modular patch in the video, however, as videos of the computer screen look less interesting.
So the acid patch is ABL3 basically unprocessed.

SMR 1
Audio Damage Sequencer 1 is hitting the input of the SMR
Rotate controlled by CV3 sequence
There's a div/8 PEG envelope modulating resonance

SMR 2
Variation on the first SMR patch but with 2 gate sequences and a steady clock being applied to the level CV inputs on the SMR

Arpeggios
Rene driving STO, 2 sequences that I'm manually shifting between (the first is 4 bars, the second is 2 bars)
STO Vari Out into Timbre Shape modulated by Wogglebug Smooth CV and linear FM'd by Sputnik VCO 2 (also tracking pitch)
Sequencer 1 slow LFO modulating Timbre
Into the Optomix enveloped by Maths Fall modulated by Wogglebug Stepped Out (Woggle clocked at 16th notes)
Delays in AD Dubstation

West Coast Bass
Sequencer 1 driving pitch, gate, accent
STO receiving pitch deeply linear FM'ing itself from Sub Out (required tuning adjustments) Vari Out into Optomix
Maths channel 1 for main envelope, channel 4 for accent envelope
Sum Out enveloping Optomix

Bloops
Sputnik 1 set to a lower pitch receiving pitch from Seq1
Exp in set to inverted max receiving LFO from Seq1
FM In receiving another LFO from Seq1
Sputnik 2 set to a higher pitch also receiving pitch CV from Seq1
Maths envelope to inverted Exp In
FM In receiving from Sputnik 1
Sine Out into the Optomix being enveloped by Maths Both modulated by Wogglebug Stepped

Drums in iSpark with stems to AD Replicant instances"

Modular Jam 59 'Sex Drive'

Published on Sep 18, 2016 ngarjuna

Borderline NSFW, so all you peeps at work, be warned! Great track though so be sure to check it out later if you can't now.

"Patch Notes:
Drums, bass and modular percussion elements were from an older session (from before I started keeping patch notes unfortunately). Drums were in Patterning processed through Flux and Filtatron and Replicant. The bass patches were all west coast patches made with 258 VCOs, Optomix and Maths. The modular percussion was also made with the same sort of arrangement (probably being modulated by PEG and Wogglebug...sorry it was a while ago)

Acid Patch 1
Standard-ish acid patch:
Seq 1 driving Rubicon sigmoid into VCF-303
303 EGs out (through Maths for mix) to uVCA

Acid Patch 2
There are two variants, Bandpass (A) and Lowpass (3 pole):
Sequencer 1 triggering Maths ch1 and Dual ADSR (Gate) and Minimod EGs (Accent)
Pitch going to Cranial Saw in sawtooth with a tiny bit of sub
Into Polaris modulated by Rubicon sine (via uVCA modulated by PEG OR) at audio rate in FM1, mix of Wogglebug Stepped Out and Maths ch1 envelope (on gate) and an accent envelope from the Minimod (AD)
Wogglebug smooth providing fall modulation to Maths ch1
Dual ADSR ch1 into Minimod VCA (Gate), Minimod EG2 into Minimod VCA (Accent)

Vocals
All made with the TransVocal Discombobulator (my own little monstrosity made from Uhe Diva, Zynaptiq Morph and Cytomic's The Drop)

2016 Acid Coast"

Modular Jam 57 "Phantoms"

Published on Aug 22, 2016 ngarjuna


"Patch Notes:
Drums
Sequenced in Patterning then each track was overlaid in the video so that you can see them all at once

SMR Drone
Gates from Seq1 hitting the inputs
Custom scale tuned to two chords (more or less)
Seq1 static CV is used to move between the chords with a bit of morph

West Coast Melody
Rene sequence driving
STO SHAPE modulated by Maths ch4 (fall modulated by Woggle STEPPED) into
Optomix with trig to STRIKE and Maths ch1 enveloping

West Coast Harmony
Similar to above WC Melody
Rene is in a different snake pattern (the second) with the note in row 2 offset (from pos3 to pos2 since row 2 goes backwards in pattern 2)
Variation on the Woggle modulation including mixing it with a slow LFO

"303ish"
Standard VCF303 patch with some wiggling
Rubicon as VCO, uVCA as VCA
Cooked in tubes in the Source+Plus

Bandpass
Rubicon sigmoid to Polaris in BP
Modulated by PEG and ADSR2
uVCA enveloped by ADSR1

Strum
It's not up in the mix but during the breaks where the Bandpass is playing there's a sequence from the Rene running double speed through the STO shape modulated by Wogglebug STEPPED into the Optomix struck and opened by Maths

FM Hash
Sputnik 1 FM'ing Sputnik 2 into the Optomix (no strike no envelope) via Timbre modulated by Seq1 LFO
FM through uVCA enveloped by Seq1 LFO iirc (sorry spotty patch notes on this one)"

Modular Jam 56 "Rubber Band"

Published on Jul 8, 2016 ngarjuna

"Patch Notes:
Band Pass Lead Patches
Sequencer 1 driving Rubicon
SIGMOID out to Polaris BPF
2 variations: 'clean' is fully driven with distortion off; 'dirty' is not as clipped but distortion is turned on
Modulated by Rene UNQ and PEG-ADSR-Maths (cycling quickly) via Maths SUM
MULTI out to uVCA enveloped by ADSR
Modulation sources are identical between the 'clean' and 'dirty' variants with small adjustments to CUTOFF/CV, RESO and DRIVE as needed
At the very end I left an A-B-A-B between clean and dirty (clean @ 5:10 & 5:41 , dirty @ 5:26 & 5:56)
All distortion on the bandpass lead is from Polaris itself

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Modular Jam 55 "Why Oh Why Am I So Fly"

Published on Jun 22, 2016 ngarjuna

"Patch Notes:
FM Melody Patch
Rene driving STO
Maths envelope fall modulated by Seq 1 LFO opening the Optomix
FM'd by Sputnik triangle (dynamically through Optomix - Maths other channel)
Other channel of Maths and PEG OR out and Seq 1 LFO mixed and modulating SHAPE of STO

Stereo FM Melody Patch
Rene driving STO and Sputnik 2, each into a channel of Optomix (Sputnik via Timbre)
STO SHAPE and STO's Maths FALL modulated by Seq 1 LFO
Different Seq 1 LFO providing FALL modulation to the other channel of Maths and CV on Timbre
Stereo patch: Rene is triggering gates per step (Opp Clock OR) on X and Y with different gate patterns programmed in each but shared PITCH CV. And Optomix channels are panned hard left and right

Sync Lead
Sequencer 1 driving STO and Rubicon
Rubicon getting FM'd (SINE) and HARD sync'd (VARI) by the STO
FM Index and sync sweep (EXP in) enveloped by Maths triggered by Seq 1 ACC with PWM from Seq 1 LFO
Subtle (attenuated) LFO from Pittsburgh Oscillator to SYM CV in
SQUARE out of Rubicon into Post Lawsuit Filter enveloped by PEG OR out and pitch
Fed to Classic VCA enveloped by Dual ADSR

FM Robot Sound Patches
Variations on:
Seq 1 driving PITCH to Sputnik 2
Rene driving PITCH to Sputnik 1
Sputnik 1 dynamically FM'ing Sputnik 2 via Optomix enveloped by Seq 1 LFO and Wogglebug Stepped Out (clocked slow using PEG as clock divider) and Maths offset (mixed)
Seq 1 LFO modulating Timbre receiving SINE from Sputnik 2
Seq 1 CV3 triggering Maths envelope which is opening the Optomix
Rene UNQ modulating DAMP

Drums in SPARK

Acid line through Source Plus

Vocals in Zynaptiq Morph and Uhe Diva"

Modular Jam 54 "Ditto That"

Published on Jun 14, 2016 ngarjuna

"Drums in Sector (iOS): I tossed 4 reps of the drum loop (Jamstix-AD) into Sector and then setup a probabilistic grid with a fairly straight version of the loop on the bottom of the circle and various effects and glitches on the top of the circle. The grid lines determine whether the pattern will step to the next sector (clockwise starting from 3:00) or jump to one of its possible variant sectors on the top.

Acid Voices
Sequencer 1 driving Rubicon sigmoid
Into the VCF 303 enveloped by itself and modulated by PEG (both channels combined in Maths)
Into uVCA enveloped by VCF 303 (Gate and Accent)
Distortion from module (VCF 303), Angel Lofte Source Plus (tubes) with Klanghelm SDDR (fuzz), and guitar amp

FM Off Lead Voice
Rene driving the STO
STO dynamically LIN FM'd (via Optomix and Maths plus Wogglebug STEPPED OUT) via its own SUB
STO Vari SHAPE modulated by a ramp LFO from Sequencer 1
Into Optomix enveloped by Maths (FALL modulated by another ramp LFO from Sequencer 1) and damp modulated by Rene
Delay in DubStation

SMR Voice
Sequencer 1 giving off gates from: Gate, Accent, CV1, CV2, CV3 and Clock into the SMR CV ins for each channel
Custom scale (basically pent minor)
PEG (slower channel) rotating the scale in time

Robot Sex Voice
Sequencer 1 driving Sputnik 2 and Rubicon
Sputnik 2 FM'ing the Rubicon (dynamic via Maths ch4 being Fall modulated by Sequencer 1)
Maths ch1 (very slowly) cycling CV into the extra exponential input (with attenuverter part way up into positive)
Rubicon triangle out into the Timbre modulated by Sequencer 1

FM Hash Percussion Voices
Rene driving Sputniks and STO
258 FM'ing itself from SUB (dynamically via double PEG [OR] and Optomix or uVCA)
In one patch it's SQUARE from the Waveshape out (modulated by SMOOTH CV OUT from Wogglebug)
in the others it's SINE out into Timbre modulated by PEG envelope(s)
Into the Optomix where it either drones (damp modulated by Rene) or gets enveloped by Maths"

Gist - "Let It Blow"

Published on May 14, 2016 ngarjuna

"Because we lurve you...here's another funky morsel from your friends @ Gist"

eurorack & Patterning.

iTunes: Patterning : Drum Machine - Olympia Noise Co.

Gist - "Feel It In Your Bones"

Published on May 11, 2016 ngarjuna

"The latest cut from Mitch & Rich"

A new track featuring a eurorack modular from MATRIXSYNTH Member, ngarjuna

Modular Jam 52

Published on May 5, 2016 ngarjuna

"Some Patch Notes:
Sync Leads (Distorted and Non)
Sequencer 1 driving
Cranial Saw sync enveloped by PEG1 - Post Lawsuit Filter enveloped by PEG2 enveloped by Dual ADSR1 - Classic VCA enveloped by Dual ADSR2

West Coast Pluck Patches
Rene - Sputnik2 FM'd by Sputnik 1 into Timbre modulated by Pittsburgh Oscillator triangle - Optomix1 enveloped by Maths triggered by Wogglebug random trigger
Rene - STO shape modulated by a mix of deformed FM'd Rubicon sine and Wogglebug (Rene into heart IN) stepped out, FM'd through uVCA by Sputnik2 Triangle - Optomix2 - Maths FALL modulated by Rene unquantized CV

Spectral Multiband Woo Patch
Rene providing trigger sequence striking the inputs on the SMR
Rotate CV from Wogglebug stepped
Res CV from Sequencer 1 square LFO
Outputs to Optomix 1 and 2, no envelopes

Percussion Patch Uno
Sputnik1 - Timbre CV IN from PEG1 - Optomix2 enveloped by Maths1 (clocked) struck by Rene trigger sequence
Sputnik2 FM'd by Sputnik1 sine via uVCA modulated by audio rate sine from Pittsburgh Oscillator
Wogglebug (clocked, fed pitch) ringmod - Optomix1 DAMP modulated by PEG2 and enveloped by Maths4 (triggered by a Rene gate sequence)

Percussion Patch Dos
Rene - STO Lin FM'd by its own SUB OUT via Optomix1 enveloped by Maths, shape modulated by Rene unquantized OUT
Into Optomix2 enveloped by Maths4 modulated FALL from Wogglebug stepped

East Coast Bass Patch
Sequencer 1 pushing
Rubicon distorted sigmoid - .MIX - Post Lawsuit Filter modulated by pitch, PEGs via OR output and a Minimod envelope into the AMOUNT input
Minimod envelope opening the uVCA"

New Dark Modular Case: Test Patch

Published on May 2, 2016 ngarjuna

"New case by Dark Modular. Gotta love the tweed."

West Coast Bach March 2016 Variatio 5 (BWV 988)

Published on Apr 17, 2016 ngarjuna

"March 2016
Variatio 5 (BWV 988)
Johann Sebastian Bach

We all know Bach on the East Coast synthesizer...but sometimes he just likes to lay low on the West side. Make Noise/Sputnik/Nonlinear Circuits/Intellijel/4ms voice

Always available: Our first WCB album "Volume 1" is free! Go grab yourself a copy at https://ngarjuna.bandcamp.com/album/w..."

Tetralemma by ngarjuna

MATRIXSYNTH Member, ngarjuna's latest release Tetralemma is now available via all the usual outlets iTunes, Amazon, Spotify, and Bandcamp. You'll find the Bandcamp embed in this post further below if you want to take a quick listen.

You might remember the track Stellatio from this previous post.

released April 10, 2016

Produced by ngarjuna
© 2016
Recorded at Studio Kallisti
Miami, FL

All songs by Mitch Furman
except "Stellatio" by Mitch Furman and Rich Prewett
Guitars on "Stellatio" by Rich Prewett

Videos at goo.gl/ZShXe2

Stellatio

Published on Apr 2, 2016 ngarjuna

"The album 'Tetralemma' drops next week! 4/10/16

Guitars by Rich Prewett"

via MATRIXSYNTH Member, ngarjuna.

BTW, huge thank you to all MATRIXSYNTH Members! You all help keep the site running!

West Coast Bach February 2016 Variatio 4 (BWV 988)

Published on Mar 26, 2016 ngarjuna

"February 2016
Variatio 4 (BWV 988)
Johann Sebastian Bach

We all know Bach on the East Coast synthesizer...but sometimes he just likes to lay low on the West side. Make Noise/Sputnik/Nonlinear Circuits/Intellijel/4ms voice

Always available: Our first WCB album 'Volume 1' is free! Go grab yourself a copy at https://ngarjuna.bandcamp.com/album/w..."